Friday, August 17, 2007

~ 给我你的爱 ~

等待一点一滴你对我感到安心

感觉朋友关系有了新的默契

便利商店里谁也买不到

我们最想要的东西

只握在喜欢的人手上

给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来

给我你的爱手拉着手不放开

就算宇宙爆炸海水都蒸发

只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱

我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你

灵魂有了意义用每一天珍惜

便利商店里谁也买不到

我们最想要的东西

只握在喜欢的人手上

给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来

给我你的爱手拉着手不放开

就算宇宙爆炸海水都蒸发

只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱

雨和天空也有相爱的可能

望着你的微笑情不自禁

给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来

给我你的爱手拉着手不放开

就算地球毁灭来不及流泪

只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Loneliness ~

Hi Hi world..
I am bored to death and I really don't know how to overcome the feeling ~
There are times where I want to drink and smoke my pains away, but I am not a smoker and I don't want to get addictive plus I don't want to drink too much alcohol cos' I don't want to get shaggy tum..tum..he he he !! Not since I'm trying so hard to maintain an iron board tum..tum..lol
I want a big bear warm hug, I want to cuddle, pillow talks, I want the sweet touches, *sigh* I seriously missing those moment..
Being single and available is good in a way but it's not perfect cos' there are things that you can't have from being single, no ones to talk to, no ones to tell you that everything is going to be alright when you're a mess ~~ BUT again, I guess nothing is perfect in real world which is kind of sucks *Dissapointed*...I mean sure you can still talks to your "friends" but the feelings is different..I am assuming whoever that read my blog and been in relationship before will understand what I'm saying..*No Offence* to those that have never been into relationship ~~
Eventhough I am out with a bunch of friends but the feeling of emptiness and loneliness is still there even if I'm hoping it will go and shed away but its NOT !! So suck big times ... :]
Anyway, I also just want to apologized to people who I let down recently, I don't mean it guys !!
I am sincerely and genuinely SORRY ...
, Linda - * 我很想你, kZ *

Thursday, May 31, 2007

I'm stuck

Lol, I haven't been out at all for 2 days (48 hours)..Not even one step out of my apartment =]
I really have to study hard cos' I got 2 exams coming up in 2 weeks time. That's right, 2 weeks !!
I've not been able to hang out with anyone at all except when I have class and at work.
he he I got a part-time job but nothings special or great about it. Well, as long as I get paid and some experience, I don't really mind doing it lol.. =]

I am so blessed these days and I really want to thanks my friends who has been supporting me and keep spamming me with all these great readings, sermons, url links to certain website lol..but I really am enjoying it guys..Thanks for your prayers, supports and comforts..!! =]

I am so lucky to have all of you, ever since I opened up myself to people again, I realized that there are people who do truly care about me.. =]

I want to draw myself close to God cos if it wasn't God who gave me the strength, I don't think I will be able to stand still and be where I am now. He never leaves me and deep down inside I knew that He will always walks and guide me throughout my journey..

Jo gave me a book by Rick Warren called "The Purpose Driven Life" and I am trying to read it everyday plus few of us went to Koorong and Words bookstore and I bought so many books, I spent like more than $250 on books =P but I still haven't got time to read it all..Ooh not to mention some of it are for presents.. =]

I got my friends who actually came and tell me that they are very proud of me right on my face and that makes me feels like millions..To have you guys always there supporting me, makes me feel alive and worthwhile again..I am so glad that God gives me a chance to change to be better..

Just remember, I will always be there for you guys no matter what happened, nothing can break our friendship.. I will always loves you guys..

Just stay tune, more posts are coming up very soon.. =]

Unfortunately I gtg now, have to study but I will try to post again soon...

GBU all abundantly ..

Love, Linz-

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Feeling Good ...

I've been feeling really good recently apart from thinking about my coming final exams..
There are few things that i am not very satisfied or happy with but I do understand the fact that I am not perfect and i am able to make mistakes...

I've learned to accept my flaws and trying hard to change it but all processes takes time..so I don't want to rush into things...

I am very happy with the fact that I've been keeping in touch with few old friends and I missed them so much..it's really stupid of me to ever cut them off just like that...

I am genuinely sorry guys...

Alrighty, Nothing much happening but I did something I am very proud of..!!

I don't think I want to discuss it here cos' I don't want some people to read them but anyway all I can say is that I am proud of myself and I wouldn't be able to do it without God's help..!!
He gave me strength to do the impossible... :)

Love ya all, <3>

Sunday, May 13, 2007

!!..... HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY To All the mother's in the world .....!!

Special Message to My Very Special Mum:

Mum, you are the most important and special person in my life, I could have never imagine how life would be without you standing next to me and supporting me all the way through my journey in life...
Thanks for your unconditional love, care, understanding, and for all the tears you shed for me when things goes wrong..
Also, I am SORRY if I ever disappoint you in any way !!

I LOVE YOU MUM and no words can described how much and strong my love for you..

Ur one and only Daughter,

Linda <3

Depressing ....

Arghh the most depressing time had yet to come very soon..

Final exam's coming soon and it's right on my Birthday (15/06/07). What makes it worst is that I got 2 exams on the same day =(

But the good thing is I can go out and Party after my exams =) cos' I got my last exam at the 25th of June... So, YAYY....Finally, Indo here I come...cant wait to go back...!!

Alright, time for me to study more now..

Love Love, Linz...

Muacxzz !!

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

PT session

Oh God,

Personal training sessions is killing me, I never know that it is going to be so hard eventhough it does look like a really simple exercises.
Looks does deceive, what can I say...
But it is all worth it though and my whole body is killing me now...
Alrighty, I still have classes to go to until 6 pm tonight..
So Good Luck to Me.. :)

PS: I love my trainers Rasha and Kelly (very nice and kind :p)

-Linz-